I became 20 on the 21st of last February. I tried to hide this birthday from everyone and I kind of wanted everyone to forget about it because I just couldn't accept the fact that I wasn't in the teens any more and I entered the 20s. It's really not easy all I could think of is I HAVE BEEN LIVING ON THIS EARTH FOR 2O YEARS & What have I done to my Ummah ,to make this world a better place or simply what did I do to improve everything, WHAT DID I accomplish ?!! and what scared me most was the answer beause deep down in me I know that the answer is NOTHING !!!!!. But when I started getting all the messages ,gifts congratulating me in my birthday it somehow made me feel better since I didn't know how alot of those who sent the messages even remembered my birthday. The best part was when Heba, Lina (my sisters and best friends) and Hamzah (my twin brother and best friend as well) decided to throw me a surprise party (and they did last Tuesday). Ofcourse Heba and Lina made all the arrangements and everything went well until I knew by accident before 2 days. But it didn't matter because when I met them all it was so great we had so much fun and they made me feel better and optimistic ,Coz since 20 years of my age have passed who knows how long I'm going to live ! I've come to a conclusion that I have to be more careful with the way I spend my time coz every second counts and inshallah I'll get out of this life with the satisfaction of ...........;(;)

Thank you Heba ,Lina ,my family and Luma because this is the 2nd time you fool me;) ,well almost fooled me this time ,HEBA thanks a million time